i was thinking whether should i wear all black today.. for national day. instead of the normal red and white. I mean why should i celebrate just because the country that i live in is celebrating her 40th birthday. Shouldn't i be mourning? I mean true enough, this place is secure ( way OVER secured) this place is prosperous ( the fact that the economic is NOT doing well) i feel so suffocated in this place. I mean its a democratic society right? Not some shit hole. This place is boring maybe i should really wear black and mourn for her grand birthday